I feel like I’m supposed to be extremely happy about how everything has worked out relating to college. Don’t get me wrong, I am so grateful and lucky and I know that. But I can’t help but harbor all these doubts that I am going drown under the pressure and screw up. I’m a kid being put into too-big adult shoes and told to run. Eventually I’ll get to where I’m comfortable but right now it’s intimidating, even scary.